Sitting on my porch listening to the birds that I can't see bc of the fog but it sure is nice and cool out here, having coffee and puter time. Kids are at school and the prek program I work for didn't expand so I don't have a job unless they call me in as a sub but it looks like they are requiring 2 people to call in before they do that this year. So I'm lonely with the kids gone and really bummed about not having a job we can survive financially but it's more of a social mental thing for me to work so I'm having to regroup myself and find my purpose again. Their are alot of things I would like to do but they require excess funds. Trying not to stress but it's not working. Going to drink my coffee and look at the yearbook I just got from the school, have a great day everyone.