Good morning,
It is kind of gray and cloudy today. Cooler than the past several, but still not bad at 31*.
I am feeling kind of low today, but I will get through it. We found out yesterday that Kevin's unemployment is done. So we now have no money coming in. We still have some savings, but I hate to dip into that. Looks like if Kevin doesn't find something next week, we will have to shut the internet off. If that happens, I sure will miss you all. Please say a prayer for us. Not about the net, but for Kevin to find a job. He is feeling so worthless right now.
I have even thought about going back to work at OCC, but I know I would hate it. Kerry called me last night, near tears. She is so much like me and they are being mean to her now that I am not there. If just Kerry and I could work together, I would go back in a heart beat, but it wouldn't be that at all. Maybe it is just me, but I feel like I belong home. Things have gotten even worse at OCC. Kerry said they announced at a meeting Tues. that the facility is running in the red. They either need to get more residents or it will have to close. Hate to say it, but it is hard to get people to move to Oregon. It is known as hateful and snippy to new people. Anyone from this area knows this and do not want to place their loved ones here. Can't blame them.
I guess I am just feeling guilty because I quit a job that would have taken pressure off my honey. He says he prefers me home and never wanted me to have to go to work, but I feel like he must think I let him down. I am just a mess today, tears falling as I type this. I could really use some prayers today too. I thought life would get easier as we neared retirement. I was wrong. OK, enough of my belly aching. You all have a wonderful day.
Blessings,
Winona
